.....uh idk if this is a good idea

ok well this is one of the many poems i have written and if u don't like it i well to bad. honestly tell me what u think, don't tell me some bullshit lie.
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I'm not one to tell you how i feel
I'm not one to share my feelings
I'm not your everyday person that's always happy
and I'm not your everyday person that shares everything

so don't worry about me if i cry
don't worry about me if i don't talk
don't worry about me if i tell you to leave me alone.

because at times all i want is to be alone
all i want is to be lonely and sad
and i now this sound wrong but i feel like i deserve this
feeling like this,
like i should deserve not being happy, and miserable all my life

I'm not a twisted teenager that likes feeling pain
I'm just me living in my own twisted world
it may not be the best,
but its mine

opinions?????

wat do u you seriously think about me.