.....uh idk if this is a good idea

ok well this is one of the many poems i have written and if u don't like it i well to bad. honestly tell me what u think, don't tell me some bullshit lie.
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I'm not one to tell you how i feel
I'm not one to share my feelings
I'm not your everyday person that's always happy
and I'm not your everyday person that shares everything

so don't worry about me if i cry
don't worry about me if i don't talk
don't worry about me if i tell you to leave me alone.

because at times all i want is to be alone
all i want is to be lonely and sad
and i now this sound wrong but i feel like i deserve this
feeling like this,
like i should deserve not being happy, and miserable all my life

I'm not a twisted teenager that likes feeling pain
I'm just me living in my own twisted world
it may not be the best,
but its mine

opinions?????

wat do u you seriously think about me.

3 Questions?

If you had a chance to change your gender and see how it is to be a girl or a dude would you change it? and how do you think it would be like?

wat is your favorite car?

if you could bomb this school and kill palacios, how would you do it?

3 questions?

Wat is your greatest fear and why?

If you had a chance to become famous but you had to leave everything and everyone you loved would you take the chance?

Truthfully do you judge people because of wat they wear wether its all black or all pink?

three questions?

• If someone just removed you from the world do you think it would change the outcome of history as we know it or would it not change at all because its just another stupid teenager?

• Do you belive in the supernatural and paranormal? If you do why? and have you felt or seen paranormal activity? If you dont why dont you? and do you think its a bunch of bull that isnt true?
• Do you believe people can get possesed by demons?

Do You Agree?

" This is the hour of pride and power, talon and claw "

Whats the meaning of this quote? (If you dont know what it means its not a surprise)

THIS ONE IS FOR THE OUTCASTS WHO ARE PROUD OF BEING DIFFERENT

"THE ONLY THING WORSE
THEN BEING REJECTED
FOR ONE'S DIFFERENCE
IS BEING ACCEPTED
FOR ONE'S LIKENESS" - wicked jester
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wat do you think the meaning of this quote is?
and why is this quote true for now a days in school and in public?